
Now time is 4.36 am....
i start write this blog......
is my 1st time use this blog.....
i miss HIM so muchhis voice,his smiles,his sweet n many more..why......why i cant forget him???i hate myself so much......don't know why my tears suddenly roll down my face now...when thinking want leave him because of his own good, heart feel SOUR....he treat me fool his lovehe say hate meim sad when he hate me..i just don't want give him many stressnow i just know im usless girl...i give him sadness..we always argue-ing only....he worry his mum so much,study,financial n our problem.....i should let him go now....even i don't want,also have to......i leave him is a good way ma???i also don't know...i just wish him can happy always....he happy,i will happy also....heard him cry,my heart so pain...but i cant do anything....
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