my parents suddenly leave me...
i feel so sad & cant face the truth....
my mum 1st leave me....
i always blame myself cause not being with her when she call my name...
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on 24 Jun 2008
that time i prepare go airport to KL
but i keep worry my mum sick
she sick so ill
with her,she always say "let me die" & "im so suffer"
i saw her suffer, my heart so pain
i dont know how to help her
actually i dont want so fast back KL
want pui her more
bt she keep ask me don't worry & ask me go back KL
on the way to airport, traffic jam...
i saw got someone pass away
don't know why that time my mind suddenly think my mum
thn i say 2myself "choi"
arrive at KL sentral
i direct go back to house
when sleep,i cnt sleep well
keep worry mum untill cry
reach at midnight ( 25 Jun 2008 )
my hp suddenly ringing
my heart become so "gan jiong"
then my cousin ask me fast back see my mum
because she coma....
i immediatelly cry & shout
faster prepare myself then take KTM
when reach hospital....
see my mum lay on bed..
didnt wake up..until she pass away
at hospital i cry & screaming "don;t take away my mum!she haven't die!"
then i go beg doctor save her again
they keep told me "im sorry"
my cousin & aunty catch me & hold me that time cause i don't let them take my mum body away
after mum dead, i became emo & keep think 2much
when she need me...i not at her side....
my dad also suddenly leave me...
after my mum pass away 6month...
then my dad turn
im so shock when at KL
i also immediately rush go airport
but sadly...my dad didnt wait me...
he like that go away from me
my life became so complicated....
i LOST EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE
no mum + no dad + no $$ = darkness world
i wish they alive again....
cause there are so much words that i haven tell them
