im here for what?? im heartborken this time like hell
i keep cry in this morning
now my sick become so serious
knowing he wont care me again
mind keep thinking of him
heart keep sour
im scare alone.....really scare
tomorrow i will go TARC
he warn me don't find him
i feel so sad when heard this
i still plan buy sandwich and wait him at early morning
me & him already became a memory...
he say be friend
but i don't wish is gam
i call him & silently cry
cover with my hand
just want hear his voice for the last
cause after that,i wont hear again
i know he can easy change target
he can easy forget me
he can fast get new GF
im useless & worse gal in the world
cause he say i give him stress
yuan lai he never happy with me at all
after that, i don't have credit again
he cal me that time,i fall sleep
when wake up see his miss call
i hate myself sleeping that time
now im crying
i plan find his sister
cause want give siew mai & honey to him
my mind suddenly think will he eat / throw..
i fel so cold in my world....
hope past yen zai can cure my darkness like before he treat me
silly me thinking like that
knowing already impossible
but maybe still got hope????
i also don't know
i wish he can find me back again
i really wish for it
since he change became another person..
i always listen before he sing the song for me
yesterday he say want sing song for me
i wish i can hear it
but he don't want sing
keep my feeling
keep cant stop worry about him
keep thinking of him
keep miss him
keep waiting him find me back
keep crying for him
i cant do anything...
he already don't need me
i just can silently miss & love him
Sunday, August 2, 2009 7:57 PM by Michell3