n_n
leng?
every time i moody&missing some1
i will switch on....
this light just like give me bright in my life...
i think i better give back
just now my 1st biao jie keep calling me
but i keep ignore to answer it
cause i know she sure want scold me & i will no chances to speak out what i want to say
what for i answer her call?
no point at all
then she sms me
she say me crazy of $$
im my dad daughther
i got right to know my dad things
but they keep refuse let me know
until she say after i sign the agreement,no more relative between us
then i reply her, "i rather dont have this kind of relative"
she say i will regret after do this decision
i can say i just REGRET GOT THIS KIND OF TERRIBLE RELATIVE ONLY
the next plan..i will move to kl start my new life...
yesterday i told my kai gor that stay at his house when i come kl & find job
he say anytime welcome me
now i cant fully trust any one
i have protect myself
i cant be stupid gal again
i hope my parents know my reason to do so
before my mum pass away,
she got told me "dont depend to your relative,better depend on ourselves"
cause my mum also knew her sisters [aunty] not good
only my brothers want them take care
BUT I DONT NEED THEM
because of this...
i have to give up someone that i have to...
even full of sadness & hurt
is for own good
i cant selfish to continue it
cause i know im not a good gal
i don't want some one see me stress,cry & moody
even i know im weak person
but i have to be strong
dont want some one worry