i keep blame myself so stupid 4begging him tat tm
all my fren d advice me dn kp gv him chances again
bt i kp tellin thm he nt lik tat guy
nw i d wake up myself
yi zhi yi lai...
i kp lie 2myself
until i hurt badly
why again nobody appreciate my love n wat i had done n gv thm
why....
why again im stupid
nw mk myself suffer onli
i shouldnt blif him at 1st
i shouldnt
im scare d..
i REALI SO SCARE LET GUY CHEAT!!!!!
frm startin until nw
i kp tellin dn hurt me
dn hurt me
bt stil sm
yuan lai zhe bu shi liang ge ren de shi!!!
i HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!