month by month...
i kp save $$ abit abit
finally i gt enuf $$ 2buy smth
bt i duno wn buy hw tat cn mk him lik it
b4 i gave him,all r childish n he nvr use it
ltr go hang gai, c gt wat thg cn let him use it
bt my fren say "even u gv him many thgs,he jz pt aside"
i jz silent n n_n
thn i say "tat y dis tm i nd buy smth tat he cn use de"
my heart fel so sour....
i kp ask myself & GOD...
y i jz onli cn chose 1onli????
y i cn chose both road???
if my litle d bigger,i should cn stay w him
bt bro stil young,i hv 2stay w bro n tk k of bro
y i start dis relation....
is all my fault
i mk him alone at thr
i din mean it
i kp blame myself
he nd a gal at his side tat he owes say
n i understand tat im hr cnt do anythg
n soon d over
even i knw de endin,i stil kp cryin day n nite
at office alone,my tears wil drop
at mid9,silently cryin
i cnt slp well
i jz wn slp a few hours thn i wake up n start thkin n cryin again
whn my heart sour n pain wil stop??
cn any1 tel me??
im so scare 2be alone
